JAMES SP ROCKET – BOLTON

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WE WILL LEAVE A FUCKING DISCREATE LINE UNDER THIS…

….WONT WE? DON’T PLAY WITH ME, OR YOU FUCKING DIE YOU CUNT.

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Are you Dragging your Childhood along behind you? – Are we right to ask this question?

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Well here I am again, awake at Silly 0’Clock sitting bored with a cup of coffee trying to wake up. Then I had a chat with a loved one I have known my whole life, it got me thinking, so I am writing this, I have no idea what I will say, I just wing these blogs, enjoy 😉 x The last few days I have been in bed a bit, got speaking to people I have met from a few parts of the World and also family here in Scotland. It seems many are dragging their childhood along behind them every day, I know this from provoking feelings I did in a few blogs I did before this one just days ago, certain people came and asked me why I wrote them and this tells me my blogs do bring questions to others, as time goes on more and more people ask me about blogs, in reality my life is more important, a life away from the Internet, but it’s healthy I believe to just say what is on your mind, as long as you are not hurting other people, so this blog came about from people I know and love in real life and people I love to bits as friends from all over the World. It’s something I don’t do but it did get me thinking about these people, some I love dearly, I had no idea some family were so messed up because of their childhood. I had a happy Childhood but I would be lying if I said I could easily drag it behind me. LOOK! We all have a story right? Some had an amazing Childhood, some awful and then everything in the middle is either hard or just not good to hear about.

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What was this kids Childhood? You know him?

When I was sitting listening to or reading what I was I couldn’t help look back at my own Childhood, but I switched that thought off because I am now helping my 4 kids be adults, especially the girls who are 5 and 6. I have a few family members, both sides of the family who say to me “I wish I could write like you do” I reply “You can” Then they reply “But people talk about you” 😀 Now I AM aware of this, and I say to these people who want to write their life down even using a pen name (Made up name) to ‘just go for it’ People can use their own name and face as I do or make a name up and just write, I do know when you reach out, people do reach back. I have so many people in my family that are almost evil to the point I wonder if they are dragging a childhood behind them but because they don’t want to talk about it, but know I, like you, have amazing family also, sadly in some it sticks to them like glue and they can’t wash it off so live in harms way, they can’t get past it. The advice I give to people who want to write about their Childhood is “DO IT” Because if you don’t it may stop you from growing. Like myself, how could I bring up 2 amazing sons and 2 daughters if I was stuck in the past? I couldn’t do it. So if you want to write, share? Then do it. The day you stop doing what others say is “Bad” or “Stupid” is the very day you become what society has told the haters to become, then you yourself become silent to the suffering you want to offload

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The whole Social Media world will share quotes like the one above almost every day, so ask yourself “Why do they share them” The only answer I think people share these images for is because it’s the closest they can come to sharing a dark past they can’t escape from. I write what I do and when I hit publish the weight of it’s emotions go away, this is why I write these kind of blogs,they are therapeutic to me and help, so, who am I harming? We live in a crazy World these days. Often I look back to my Childhood and it feels like a dream or a movie I once watched, the reason I can do this is because I release all the crap emotions when they come at me. We all get them, every Human gets emotions they don’t want. So to those who give people like me a hard time for smiling whilst releasing the demons of my past, don’t sit and give others a hard time for getting rid of their Childhood or life feelings when you are stuck struggling to cope with yours. Almost it seems people are trying to find a love that is impossible to find or figure out these days, people confused by love or the lack of love, it can be impossible for some to find or even share love ♫  

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Live and let live I say. I always use Music to get my points across. If we look at the World and think “OK, Who can I use as a benchmark for a lost Childhood” The first name that comes to many of us, and I know this through Debate, is Michael Jackson and his song “Have you seen my Childhood” I was a MEGA Fan of Micheal Jackson as a kid 😀 I think I got it from a sibling, so I always think of that person when I think of how I used to love Michael Jackson as a kid, my room was just Micheal Jackson posters wall to wall 😀 Today people would say “Sad person” but again I come back to the age old question of “Why can’t people just let people live?” It must be said not everyone from my Childhood had it bad nor do they care what I write, they encourage it, most encourage me to keep writing when I am thinking “This is getting very boring” So I keep going and in reality it’s the ramblings of a 42 year old guy who is able to talk openly about his past. But I must say, I share 10% of my life with the Internet, some things we must keep inside or close with a trusted and loved shoulder like say? My own partner or friends that can listen, then go get drunk with, that is what life is about for me “Tell the story then move on” 

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So that was it really, well for now anyway. I have a great life today, tomorrow it may change. My spiritual guide lives on an Island far away and we talk many times a week, often we argue but always we pick the phone back up. This person explains their Childhood to me, their regrets and things they are not proud of, this helps me become that person. Long story short, this person saved me from becoming them, and in turn then changed, we saved each other. We talk about it a LOT. But we mostly laugh. This person tells me “You are the only person in the World I can sit for more than 5 minutes talking too” See this person hates phone talking, I am the ONLY person they can phone chat to for hours, but that came about because we BOTH TRY! Either way we all have our ways but that is cool

How many of us as kids and still as adults are left with this

How many of us as kids and still as adults are left with this “Who do I side with” It is a REAL question for many

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Young Shauny – No News 😀

Many people dislike things so we have to respect people’s ways, the day we start to point and mock and tell a person how to live is the day we become society ran and stop being ourselves. I let that go MANY years ago. I write 20% of blogs about myself, have done way over 10,000 blogs across the board, had I not written what I did  I would be in a real bad place so I am thankful for this platform to speak to myself. I shared a few blogs recently and I should not have, people have a right to not read or read and reply. I remember I did a blog on a girl called Kim’s site, Deliberate Donkey it’s called, it’s way down the right hand side of this page, I think 8 people from Scotland I know have read it, I did it on an American site for that reason. One family member read it and agreed and left a reply, only for 3 years later another family member almost crucify me for it 😀 Yet I had spoken to EVERYONE about writing it. People forget in life and then they lash out, confusing or what? Anyway I think I am done here. For those stuck in the past I say go and share your suffering because if you don’t you become the opposite of what I am and millions like me, you become nasty and horrible. I can flick a switch and become a bad guy sure, but knowing I control that switch is key. Do you control your switch? Please, ask yourself that question. For now…

More love, less hate

Shauny 

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A Video Proving We Self Destruct, End Up Living In Regret! Why do we do it?

WWE Wrestler Marc Mero

WWE Wrestler Marc Mero, but please read on, this image is fake, I will tell you why

I am SO aware of this..

I am SO aware of this..

Because I come across as a lad who cares, loves, refuses to hate, be my own person and not the person others want me to be or think I should be, the idiots amongst us see this as a ‘weakness’ I was raised by and to this day am surrounded by men who are dangerous if you annoy them but can write and speak like I am here, if you don’t know this then you truly don’t know what the World is really about. Thankfully because I write like this I meet other guys all over the World and also here in Edinburgh, Scotland were I live who are the exact same as me, can kill a man for harming a loved one but who can also show true life emotions without caring, in truth some of the toughest lads I know and you have heard about were in-fact very deep thinking, talking guys who would cry at the drop of a hat in love and anger, the lie that ‘Tough Guys’ Real tough guys are always beating on people and being negative is a total fallacy. Life is so very easy, even when it’s hard and we just keep making life hard as a people. I often stop at the word ‘Species’ as that word by it’s definition is by default a group of living organisms consisting of similar individuals capable of exchanging genes or interbreeding. The species is the principal natural taxonomic unit, ranking below a genus and denoted by a Latin binomial, e.g. Homo sapiens, so what are we really? Anyway you MUST watch this video below friends. It is said ‘1 Moment can change your life’ I ask simply, define a moment, I think this is a moment here below in the video. Marc Mero reached fame as a WWE wrestler but he was struggling with drugs and alcohol. And every time he hit bottom his mom was there. The day she died changed his life. You HAVE to hear the message of hope he’s sharing now! Who helped you through your darkest hours? As day turns to night then back again I feel the crap in my system draining and my mind not needing fed as often, and it’s a real awakening as a few friends have said jokingly to me, it truly is me waking up to a brand new World I am trying to figure out every morning I wake up, I do it with a smile but often it makes me and many others sad when we understand the utter suffering we cause to ourselves and to others, be that locally in our lives or as a species who murder for money and power

What REAL Mums feel, think and act like. I understand my luck in my Mum...Do you?

What REAL Mums feel, think and act like. I understand my luck in my Mum…Do you?

The pain is for life but it’s choice and I refuse to allow the pain to define me. I, like you or anyone learnt the hard way that ‘Who we surround ourselves with’ will make or break us. Surround ourselves with arseholes, we become arseholesSurround ourselves with Junkies, we become junkiesSurround ourselves with Gossips, we become Gossips…Who we surround ourselves with define the rest of your life. Like Mark above I too was a bad lad when I was a kid. So the choices I was making tore me away from everyone. Eventually you get older and wiser (I am still learning of course) You understand choice of who we surround ourselves with is in our hands. Who falls for the “Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer” bullshit needs to wake up and grow up. Why would we want people we dislike around us all our lives? This video is utterly amazing. This is a guy who nearly died and now lives in regret every time he tries to sleep at night because he lived in selfish moments, It takes SECONDS to say “Love you” Deny that and you are defined badly and when you are older you becomes nothing to nobody. This was just my opinions to anyone here. Live and learn I hear a lot. But I don’t see people learning much. I used to think “When I am pissed off, stay off the Computer” Yet I didn’t till just last week. Good place to vent is the internet, It also stops us falling out with people we love by allowing ourselves to just VENT OR RANT the issues in our mind, I am not a huge fan of Social Media but today I work in it almost, it’s good part is the way we can leave our venting and issues here and not give them to the people we love and may hurt. I was brought up and learnt through my mistakes how very sudden life can be. #NoRegret Don’t be that guilt at a Funeral so you can look cool today. Remember tomorrow someone will judge you. EVERYONE I know has been judged by others. Bores the shit out of me, but it’s what us humans do. Why we do it to ourselves is bravado, drop that and as I have learnt just in the last few weeks, you live better. #JustSaying

Marc Mero speaks to a hall full of kids – Their reaction to his story is something we can learn from.
We are a futile species at times us humans, we leave ourselves so closed to true meaning and love, so when bad times
arrive we are lost. Because we didn’t say “I love you Mum” or in any instance “I love you” to whoever. I am just
using this amazing video to prove a point, like the one in the blog I shared above ..

His ego was so big, his heart so closed, when the person he loves most died, it was too late to tell her...

His ego was so big, his heart so closed, when the person he loves most died, it was too late to tell her…

NO REGRET!!!!!

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Stopping My Medication Progress – Family Walk Away From Our Ill’s

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We lose control of our minds often

Strange as it is, my brother from another Mother wrote exactly as I did at the same time here http://justusowls.com/2015/10/29/attention/ < 😀 #WOW! That is from my friend Eddie Tatro, an American Archbishop. I hate writing these blogs, reason I don’t do many but they allow me to look back in time and see where I was a week ago, month ago or a year ago, this helps me and even better it helps my old Dr who is a pain Dr and it helps others who have chronic illness, I am a guy who needs to help, I can’t hate or be selfish. September 7th was my last progress report HERE and I am almost off the worst Medication today. Morphine is an evil drug as it speaks and acts for you and you have no idea what you have done, like I say below, Family walked away from an ill Son/Brother/Cousin/Nephew/Friend/Whatever, but I don’t blame them, today I would ask them to understand the illness and medication were your enemy, not me, I suffered like you and I am aware people are worse off than me and also, sadly, people hold grudges for life often, not something I will do, I can’t, I don’t know how to hate or leave a loved one hanging. For many years, just in moments the medication acted and spoke for me. I am now able to help others in my group called Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain Issues <Click) Anyone living the hell I once was is free to join my group where we are all trying to stand back up again, because of my journey I am now able to help others who are down and can’t get up. Keep in mind, to be pain is to know and understand a pain that exists in all our moments, tricking the brain can only be done so far, the rest you need a good loving partner and family and friends who seen me struggling and helped me stand up, I didn’t thank them, I would do the same for them, for me that is what family and friends do, we help each other stand back up.

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These lyrics pretty much sum up what I say here

It taught me hate but it taught me not to hate back, also it taught me to smile when hate was around or calling on me. Also, NOT 1 PERSON DIED IN THE CREATION OF THIS OR ANY BLOGS I DID, NOR DID ANYONE DIE FROM TEXTS OR EMAILS I SENT. But people did die and I am the bad guy? That one confuses a lot of my friends more than it does me, but please, no hate, just examples of human expression and how technology can bring us together or tear us apart, the written word is a mystery to the untrained eye who has not spoken to the voice of the font they read. Many I have not spoken to for a decade and more, yet they have me all sussed out and named me as what they will. This is life, happens to us all. Irony is the very same people who throw hate are hated themselves, but hate is choice, I choose not to hate, I choose to neglect hate, not feed it and ignore itsteve-jobs-quotes-1024x658 Because of my experiences with the Medication, family and friends I am now remembering what these vile Drugs were doing to not just me but people globally as you will see in the group from other people, there are 400 people all saying the same damn thing “Family walked away from me” So this was helpful to me in bad moments, I understood love more and today I am happy and the people in my life, people I visit, speak too, whoever and whatever are through my choice, losing sleep isn’t something I do over harsh words spoken behind me, people read font and take it badly but what I notice and learn is, with some I can only exist with them in the spoken word, font loses people. Of course people need to take Medication to live, for all my friends and people I met on my journey who stayed around and were decent, knowing I was a friend or family member just trying to stand up, I don’t need to thank you, again, we should expect loved ones to understand, sadly and if you read my Blogs on our World I am insignificant and so are you. Now my mind is clearer still I notice a few family members, and I can’t blame them, have walked away from me. Yet at the back of my mind I am thinking “If they had Cancer, would people walk away from them?” Because that is how it feels today. No hate 😀 The illness and medication actually has put me in a great place today as all the wrongs from yesterday make us happy today, if this is so then all the hurt was worth it and we should move on, I am, are you? I am trying my best to reach these few Family members I want in my life again and I will keep trying till we can all smile together again, sadly as you know if you read my blog, dysfunction, anger and hatred are stubborn words with human effects. Today all I can say to anyone I chased away is “Sorry” But please know I was and still am very ill and was very medicated, big deal! I just hate what moments have done to my family, people think they are oh so perfect, yet if you point me to a perfect person I point back and say ‘Liar’hqdefaultI don’t want sympathy, I just want a few members of family back, understanding, let it be said once then move on and live and have fun is my idea here. I was a bad lad when I was in my early 20’s, people I have not seen for 20 years still think I am that guy, so the different between me being a young criminal to an ill person highly medicated is the same, MUD STICKS and people who don’t see the human side to our suffering walk away, gossip and talk behind you. All I ask is if you can, pick up the phone or get out my life, a life I am smiling through these days with the help of my 2 wee girls who are 5 and 6 years old, 2 little barrels of joy that are helping me step back to MY reality and my choosing of whom is in my life, they have no idea how much they help me my kids, one day when I am an old man I might tell them. For Brothers and Sisters, to parents and uncles, cousins and all in-between, talk or walk, I lose no energy over hate. I say at the foot of most blogs “More love, less hate” And I do mean it. Often these days I am wondering if the illness has did this or has the World changed so much? I asked the question in the blog below.

I did this blog a week ago today: Today’s Disfunctional Family Unit <Click)

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The Hallucinations I was having over the last few months were fairly bad, looking up from your bed in agony as your body demands the poison and Blog 1seeing your sadly passed away Gran in-front of you is not pleasant let me assure you, am I red faced because of the things I said? Yes, do I lose sleep? No because I was not in control. I know many people with the same issues as me, and we always have fun and laugh, we NEVER talk about life in a bad way. I was told this morning, not in a bad way, but gently that I sent emails or texts a few years back to half my family, I have no idea I did this, I have no recollection of this event. I guess today with a clear mind and better moments and better today’s I am maybe, not angry at some people, I can’t find the right word for it. But I go back to what I said above “Would we walk away from a family member or friend with Cancer” Who were struggling? Hell no, sadly through life’s process’s my illness made me do things I had no idea I was doing. To say I am 100% clear would be a lie because I had a misunderstanding with a guy I love to bits last week, I was in bed screaming trying to hide life from my two little princess’s and it was a BAD MOMENT a moment I learnt that when I am in, I turn off the internet and hide my tablet and phone. We spoke and love was said. Down the right hand side of my blog is “Deliberate Donkey” <Click) I am the kid in the boat, I wrote that medicated but with the full knowledge of certain people I did ask before I wrote it, 1 person forgot, but it’s ok, events break us and events make us. An old wise guy I know and spoke to earlier today says to me a lot “I cry for Humanity” For many years I didn’t give it thought, as I grow old and because 80% of my blogs are about our World I understand the wise man’s words today. I learn every day, but if people don’t want me in their life then who loses? I have all I need right here, I am happy now in my Bubble. When we place ourselves in a private bubble, turn to love <Click) I actually wrote about this blog on March 13th 2013CHc0mFvWsAE5V5R

My partner reminds me of this

My partner reminds me of this “People listen to you Shaun” She tells me

See, because I write in moments like this about life I can go back and re-read how I was in other moments like here and know I am either recovering or regressing, either way what I have is for life but in a non-morbid way of thinking, we are all dying slowly right? Sadly Millions die slower, often over a lifetime, for these people I must share this, if you are not ill and don’t get this blog, please don’t reply and simply choose to walk away from it, we have choice in this life, I choose to be as open as I can with my life on here, in reality I share 10% of my life to the World, it just seems more. I am aware I did bad things and I am aware some bad things I did can never be forgotten so all I can do is try and make up for them. My partner reminds me always “Shaun, you were winning once and you can win again” She is my rock, my logic, my thoughts, my best friend and lover and she shows me things to prove her point so I wills share my partners meaning with you so you understand how gentle she is with me when I am not in a good way

I WON BEFORE! I am bottom left, my 2nd in commands hand on my shoulder

I WON BEFORE! I am bottom left, my 2nd in commands hand on my shoulder

Dr Alastair Dobbin: Dr Sheila Ross, PhD

Dr Alastair Dobbin: Dr Sheila Ross, PhD

This here I am writing 1st for myself also so I can let my Dr and ill friends or people who are on the ground read it, my old Dr gets useful information from it as it’s his job as a pain specialist to help others. We used to go to the big conference rooms in the Astley Ainslie Hospital with Dr Alastair Dobbin in Edinburgh and I would do Question and Answer sessions about how my pain came, how it destroyed me then made me again to 100 to 300 people at a time, this is his site and I am on it in Video if you look The Foundation for positive mental health

life-quoteThis is brilliant information for people who recently have been told they may die or will spend the rest of their lives in pain. What I have will kill me if I let it so it’s all about being honest with myself, writing freely and not caring who I offend or who is upset over internet font. The internet did 2 things to this World in my eyes, first it brought the World together in a great way, I speak to people from the USA to Australia and all in-between, the downside to technology like this is people read things wrong and the meaning is lost and hate happens, when in-fact all people can do is pick up a phone and ask “What did that mean?” But some still sit all angry and sad about things we write and share. This is my 2,570th blog today on ShaunyNews, I have done less than 100 blogs on this very subject. Often it seems to me I do it more, so I have to keep in mind I may have hurt people I love. But I ask again “Would we walk away from a family member we love who had Cancer?” Because it’s the same damn thing, it’s just different. People say “I don’t believe him/her” or “He/she is making it up” even “He/she is feeling sorry for himself” Well that is a fair comment against all of us who are an invisible disability, but stop for a second and ask why they say this. Yeah, we turn the coin around and we understand hate more. I am an expressive lad, tons of my family and friends love me for it but a FEW don’t. When I say a few, it may be more, but the FEW are the ones I would love to get a phone call from. AGAIN, NOBODY WAS HARMED, HURT, KILLED OR EVEN OFFENDED BY ANY OF THIS. People today are so selfish and wrapped up in their own pathetic lives they forget and in the end we see people sit at funerals crying tears of regret or “I should have said more” or “I could have helped more” In the end I call these tears guilt. If you read hatred from me today whilst reading you are the hatred, you are hate not me. I lost the ability to hate when life gave me things to love, when life made me understand the difference between a fool and a good person. I am 42 years old and I honestly feel like I was 18 years old yesterday and I woke up and am now an older guy 😀 It’s a very strange thing, I talked it with my Dr the other day and the Dr simply said “With the medication you were on, you had no control” This gave me a smile and a reason to try and re-connect to life, family and friends. But do be sure like you, I make decisions on who is in my life, as always it’s a 2 way street and today’s hating World makes it harder for us to understand each other, especially when we only read each other on Social Media I now call home instead of listening to a voice. An older relative and I found this out together only last week. I am reconnecting slowly with family and friends and soon I will have a surprise for myself, if others are surprised then so be it, for me, what is to come, I CAN’T WAIT!! x

Like you, I am just trying to live and fighting to live

Like you, I am just trying to live and fighting to live

More love, less hate

This is my blog banner, look down the right hand side of this blog, all blogs. Am I a hater?

This is my blog banner, look down the right hand side of this blog, all blogs. Am I a hater?

Shauny 

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Today’s Disfunctional Family Unit

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THIS WILL OPEN A BOX AGAINST THE NSA, PLEASE JUST CLOSE IT, IT’S A WORDPRESS THING. OK! Nobody freak out or hate me here 😀 This is my observations as a blogger, eyes open and as a 42 year old guy coming off strong Dr’s medication after 15 years and noticing the disfunction all around me, family and friends and I will wake up more for sure. At first I thought “Must just be my Family” then I thought “Must be a Scottish thing” So I went on a research binge and seen this is a Global thing. Sure some families do talk, but sadly the majority don’t. Religion for all it’s wrong’s can keep a family talking and functional, this is the only good purpose for Religion I have seen on my hunt for the 2015 answer to what I though was only my problem. Today people talk and say nothing, they walk and end up nowhere. We are almost robots 

Religious does this, not a bad thing

Religious does this, not a bad thing

Something happened to this World that allowed distrust and hatred to be seen in all our lives be it small and almost, just annoying to full on hatred within the family circle. I got a text from a family member over something I wrote about another person in my family, in-fact my whole family, no names and 30 year old images, and it was RAW HATRED. I am the kid in the link below “Beating and Drugs…” I still love this person to bits but they had forgotten that I actually had already spoke to ALL people in whatever the issue was about 2 years ago. I was going to write a book and have it half serious half fiction and this is a part of it here, and it has sat at the bottom of my blog for about a year now, below on the right you will see a Donkey, this is what I wrote in a friend Kim’s site:

t80qwmBEATINGS, DRUGS AND MORE THROUGH THE EYES OF A CHILD < That is my story I told 2 years ago, in a bad way, pain and HEAVILY medicated. Now I have my story so I share it on my page, you the reader are more than welcome to share your opinion here, or my ShaunyNews Facebook group or any other Social Media or even in private. Again, this is true to a point what I wrote. To be honest my Childhood is so cloudy and the medication I was on because of the Disability and M.E I have made me be unable to be truthful to the point I probably would like to have been. I wasn’t the only person in my family to suffer, many suffered, and we don’t talk, I try my best to say “Please, speak to me, I don’t hate you” But people all around the World are to damn unhappy to say “ok, maybe I was wrong” Because I am wrong DAILY and I put my hands in the air and say sorry!

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I then started Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain Issues and it gave me and many others an outlet to talk openly or in private about depression, pain, anything Chronic. It’s a VERY small group and I want to keep it small for people who may be in a bad place to come to and get talked back to. I write to the World, not just Scotland so there are eyes on that page for any person in the World who has issues they are struggling with in a moment like we all do in all our lives.

pain-chain-5-728My Dad always told me “You are the one who always tries to get the Family together” But he knows, sadly why I gave up. I was lucky in the fact I was loved as a kid, I had amazing parents and today they both are helping me get off these pills. My Mum more as she lives not far away, as my Dad lives on an Island somewhere and both are happy with their partners. In my family, same as your family, an event happened, in-fact a few events happened, some brought us close, others split us up, one day a moment will come and bring us back together. I hope this for you too…

Always I say music helps me, just me personally, it changes brain patters and lessens the pain. We all have this outlet from our realities. I am in an amazing life now, people ask me how I can speak like that while being in pain 24/7 but I have my partner and 4 kids to live for. My 2 little princess are my reason for writing this and for trying to smile through a pain they say is worse than Aids, Cancer and other deathly diseases. I must admit I wasn’t too happy to be told this, not something I wanted or needed to know, now I have been told this I often wonder if the placebo effect has taken me 😀 We all have songs for different moods, today as I write this to the World and Scotland and my family, 1 song stands out like a sore thumb, I hope you have a song or an outlet. This song is not your usual Eminem song but today as I sit here happy writing this song makes sense to me. Banner 1 resizePlease find a reason for you to smile again, whoever this is aimed at, just know I can’t and won’t hate anyone, I find it impossible to give my two Daughters a row or raise my voice at them, strange thing for sure. So today with 2 older sons it is almost my partner and I again with 2 young kids as 1 son moved out and another is close to moving out, but this is all good, real good, it means my partner and I did a good job with our sons, they are happy and in love and as a parent this is all we look to do, so here are my partner and I again, with the wisdom of bringing up 2 kids again, only this time we have experience, my partner and I have not brought up little girls before and are still learning to be parents to 2 sons who have their own lives. We all learn, we all adapt, but all I ask is stop the hate and try. I will finish by saying I have been at many a funeral and seen tears of guilt, why we do this to ourselves as a species is beyond me. So do and say today what you would to a person in a way you would saying goodbye for ever. No regrets right? My blog page has EXPLODED and I have over 1.3 Million readers or hits in around a year, this is my new blog, it really is crazy, I am just some dumb Scottish guy

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More love, less hate..

Eminem – Mockingbird
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Shauny

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