Living with Psychosis, Fibro, M.E. & PTSD – 4 Disabilities

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4 Disabilities, M.E. (Myalgic Mencephalomyelitis) + Fibromyalgia + PTSD and Psychosis are on their own a burden to your loved ones and friends. Having all 4 is impossible. Suicide is in my thoughts from time to time because living in so much pain and M.E that makes you fall asleep while the house is on fire becomes anger, so trying to not be hate or anger is hard, pain that I can only describe as ‘All over body toothache’ make me feel less for my partner and kids. I started boxing training early 2016 but it is very slow and I had to stop as it was just impossible. Having pain and knowing pain makes you understand people who suffer better, anyone who has any Chronic Illness has a bigger story than the pain. I reach out and if others reach back it helps. So, I reach always. Never do I ask for sympathy, just understanding and hope of a cure for myself and others around the World who suffer in an unfair way

HOZIER LYRICS

Play “Take Me To Chu…”
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“Take Me To Church”

My lover’s got humour
She’s the giggle at a funeral
Knows everybody’s disapproval
I should’ve worshipped her soonerIf the heavens ever did speak
She’s the last true mouthpiece
Every Sunday’s getting more bleak
A fresh poison each week

“We were born sick,” you heard them say it

My church offers no absolutes
She tells me, “Worship in the bedroom.”
The only heaven I’ll be sent to
Is when I’m alone with you

I was born sick
But I love it
Command me to be well
Aaay. Amen. Amen. Amen.

[Chorus 2x:]
Take me to church
I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I’ll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life

If I’m a pagan of the good times
My lover’s the sunlight
To keep the Goddess on my side
She demands a sacrifice

Drain the whole sea
Get something shiny
Something meaty for the main course
That’s a fine-looking high horse
What you got in the stable?
We’ve a lot of starving faithful

That looks tasty
That looks plenty
This is hungry work

[Chorus 2x:]
Take me to church
I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I’ll tell you my sins so you can sharpen your knife
Offer me my deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life

No Masters or Kings
When the Ritual begins
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin

In the madness and soil of that sad earthly scene
Only then I am human
Only then I am clean
Ooh oh. Amen. Amen. Amen.

[Chorus 2x:]
Take me to church
I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I’ll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life

Shaun

CHANGE THESE SIGNS!!

The one on the right does not act on behalf of most disabled people, the one on the left is closer. We MUST change this sign!!

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