If Only We Could Be Strangers Again….

I started doing this blog or ‘personal diary’ around the year 2011 for reason’s I really can’t remember. It was called ‘Praying for one more day’, so I guess the title of the blog then was my reason. I came across as pathetic and wanting off sympathy maybe? I don’t actually care how many people read this page anymore, but I just checked and between 200 and 400 people read my page every day! Who are you…lol? Why? Why do you read the ramblings of a mad-man? Come forward and speak, please?

It is now late 2017 and here is ‘ShaunyNews’ I used to share World news the Main Stream Media would not cover, in a vain attempt to give others knowledge of the TRUTH. Oh how pathetic I was.

Anyway, this has taken an hour so far just to get to this stage; I may as well share a story. I just watched a movie starring Will Smith called ‘Collateral Beauty’ and wow did I cry like a little girl! But how UN-manly of me to admit I cried right? If you watch movies and love what a movie can do to you, like a song can, I advise you watch this movie. But only if you can take the emotion that is shared in the movie. I am warning you, this movie is upsetting! An emotion we all hide from in 2017

Collateral Beauty Official Trailer 1 (2016) – Will Smith Movie
Via Movieclips Trailers on You Tube

I mean what is a man in 2017? Tough, courageous, thoughtful? Brave? I really don’t care what the World says a man should be, I only care what my heart and soul tell me what is right these days. Every day is a battle for me, but EVERY DAY IS A BATTLE FOR EVERYONE, It took 6 years of typing on this page for me to figure out we all have a something, a thing that holds us back, an emotion we hide and protect ourselves from. Why? Well it is socially unacceptable behavior to show emotion in the year 2017, especially if you are a man. Yeah it all confuses me too!

Today the pain is killer, my mind is a mess. This process of getting up, living, then going to sleep again is now past Groundhog Day for me. The eventually of my existence is neither less nor more than yours, I know this much. Social status, how rich we are what we do, what we don’t do is irrelevant in the grand scheme of things. Today in 2017 not many people care enough, but I don’t think many realize they do it. Social Stigma, people pointing at our every action is something many avoid, yet here I am making myself a target, and that is ok, no! Really it is

The only certainty in life is Death, so till that day arrives should we live freely?

Often I do think about my past and everyone in my today and yesterday and think “What if we awoke total strangers to each other tomorrow”? What then? Would we walk past each other, would we stop and think ‘Déjà vu’? That is a thought, just a thought but one a movie invoked in me to write about.

See life can be as simple as just breathing in then breathing out, smiling and trying for the right reasons. Looking at what we do have as opposed to what we wish we did have. Stopping to notice how lucky we are in an uncaring World of 2017. Take a look at the news on the TV from time to time and then just stop and look around your own life. It ain’t so bad is it? But this all sounds easy to do, sadly for me it is not easy, everything is hard, I could blame people or life, so I will just blame both 😀

When will you start to live the way you want, and not the way life dictates how you should live? What binds these invisible shackles of oppression to us? Social stigma and Social bandwagons out-with our own control? I told you I think a lot! If what I write here is wrong to anyone, I would hate to know what is correct or ‘Socially Acceptable’ to the people of the year 2017, today I mean. After-all, my Words here will still be here LONG after I am gone. I would love to be around to see what people think of me, or maybe about the way I am able to express myself. I guess I will never know yeah? But do know I do look outwards to and at other people and dissect them in a way to purely understand them, God knows I try! But the only people I can look to or at and see fun, happy, honesty and love are my two Daughters. What World will await them? This is 2017, when they are my age it will be roughly the year 2055, how bad or good will the World be for them? NOW THAT GIVES ME FOOD FOR THOUGHT!

Till the next ramblings….

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From your past – Hello – I love you – From the Grave – To my Future

I don’t write much these days, I don’t know why, it gave me a voice, an opinion, made me feel human just for a little while. Many say even today “Shaun and that stupid blog of his”, yet they have not read one line of this or any others. So today I explain to my future what I did in your past. See, this blog is here forever, I paid for a lifetime URL, and this will be here when I die, hopefully in my sleep age 94 or something 😀 Many people say “I would love to leave something behind” It could be a song, a poem, a saying, anything really. I will leave you some images and songs for you to look back on too, why not? Music is all I can see in 2017 that does not divide our species, everything else keeps us hating or just not liking. I may be right, I may be wrong, but I AM GOING TO BE HONEST WITH YOU. How can I lie to our future when I can only tell the truth of today?

♫ Bob Marley ♪ Redemption Song + Lyrics ♫

I was thinking about this tonight, I am in an ‘awake all night, sleep all day’ sleeping pattern, or stuck in one again, they come and go, I have 4 life changing disabilites, click HERE to know them, they might still exist for you, if not, I give you a look into a 2017 disabled mind, use it well 😀 Back in 2017 the medicine you read about in your time are awful, but that good medicine was withheld from us, you have the truth and free healthcare I hope.The proof and the means to look back to all versions of Earths past and ask ‘WHY’ are hard to do today, you might be just as confused, so I am going to give you my stupid version of why, a try.

It is very simple, back in 2017, or right now, 20th April 2017 at around 03:30am on a cold Scottish Thursday morning, we are a species so asleep, so oppressed we don’t even know it or why. As you might just have read, some of us are fully aware of the World back in 2017. We know its hell, its heaven, of course if Religion is still alive whoever you are, in whatever time in my future you read this. Religion KILLED our species in my time, I am CERTAIN if you are reading this 100 years or 500 years from now, you will be asking “How could our species be so dumb and easy to control” I and MILLIONS of others ask this today, 20th April 2017.

They [Do you know why THEY are?] <Click) used Religion, Politics, Sport, TV, Internet like this (Ironic huh, lol) and much more to keep us distracted and in fear, or happy and blissfully unaware or uncaring of what is around us. A Religious mind is a very selfish mind in my time. They call it “The fear of God”, I call it “The Fear of the unknown”, see I have disabilities, are they were called back in 2017, as you will see with the images I left at the foot of this blog. I am medicated and alone, probably through unconscious un-deliberate ways I have no idea why I do it? I don’t know, I am just trying to stay alive for those who need me. Technology was and is our biggest enemy, it controlled our EVERY DAY in 2017 and a decade before, God (Ironic to mention him, I know) knows what the future will become due to technology!

As I type, 1/7th of our Species use just this 1 technological device, but there is MUCH more

I envy you, be you reading this in 50 years or 5,000 years from now or anywhere in-between or after. I envy the World you will live in, free from invisible oppression and fear, or the deliberate trick that money or the need or want of money gives people in my time, people THINK money will cure Cancer and all other bad things in 2017, people crave something they don’t even understand. I have been poor and rich, all I can tell you in the future or anyone reading today is “Money won’t cure you if you have issues, no it will only make them worse”. You are from the future, use whatever search function you may have to look for things like “Man wastes £10 Million lottery win in a year” or whatever the story, because most people who win money, sadly end up losing not money always, but they lose, mostly. Yet money rules my World in 2017, Religion is Tax free and Religion has the most money, if I told you the ‘Wealth of the Church<Click) in 2017, you probably already know, if you don’t just click that link, if it is still live. If it isn’t, all I can say is The Wealth of Religion could wipe out Global Debt and make every man, woman and child rich. That is the DAMNING statement of 2017 Human species, ironic too

The UTTER IRONY, people like myself must battle for life and love

I could go on and on to you, reading this from whatever future my selfish 2017 gives you, but it’s all here, you can still search anything on my blog from this time period that may interest you about our shared World we live or lived in. Also I speak for our species when I say “Sorry for leaving you such a horrible World” PLEASE understand many of us tried to help, tried to awaken the ‘Sheeple; as we called them, those so asleep through oppression of any kind, religion or money of any taking or bad health, people living in War zones, sadly as I type this around 18% of people on this Earth are living in a War Zone. Kids are murdered every day, but TV, Internet, Pizza delivery to watch a movie, self debt, self doubt, selfish minds, rich minds, religious minds, I could AGAIN, go on and on as to WHY. Imagine a World so pure, that the RIGHT THING was just seen as natural and the thing we JUST DID, someone left a message for that too, people like me kept listening

♫ John Lennon ♪ Imagine ♫

There. I just left a message to the future, and NOBODY can erase it. But all over my ‘Social Media’ I have used this image here below. It is an image of Good Vs Bad, Hate Vs Love, about our fragile World, from a movie called ‘I am Legend’ <Click) where the Human Race has killed itself, 1 man remains in this movie. In the image below he is quoting ‘Bob Marley’ , <Click) the amazing singer and songwriter who died when I was a very young child, whos songs where this movies soundtrack. But he too left something for the future. I JUST realised in a moment of boredom tonight “I too can leave something for the future” – And I just said it all, well as much as I could 😉 Also, or PS: I may have just annoyed, angered half our species here, or made half smile, I might never know, you on the other hand, will know. If God is real, find a way to tell me please 😀 I am being funny and facetious and light hearted here, but I WILL be judged today. What about your Day? Am I being judged or loved? I only EVER asked for love, but Human EGO got in the way. Sad but true I am afraid 🙂

If anyone I love happens to stop judging this blog and are reading it? Hey, and thank you, and I love you ❤

OUR battle between God and Devil, good or bad, or for me, opinion Vrs oppression

From 2017….

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How was 2016 for you? What are your hopes for 2017? – Regret or Hope?

Well that went fast as usual! All the fussing, driving, visiting, consuming things we probably don’t need, but it can be ok to have things for the sake of having things. Way I see life these days is, if you can have something, good for you. 2016 for me was a slight awakening, just enough to notice the damage 4 Evil disabilities were doing to the people I love and like. 2016 was a year I lost TONS of my body fat doing very hard physiotherapy every other day or just days I could. I gave myself ‘maybe’ 20 years more of life, the kicker is I gave myself 20+ years of more pain, worse pain. It’s my hell I will happily take to be there longer and better for them

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I can’t go back the way now, I spent the festive period like us all, like what I said above, my car broke Christmas Eve, my Dog was run over, she is ok now but at the time it was a horrible moment, but in that moment I seen something I can’t explain, but so did someone else, I won’t try and explain, let’s just say I tapped into something bigger than myself, many call it God, I am unsure what it is. The blog below this one is a hint of what I am trying to say here. What REALLY matters is what really matters now, before and when that time comes, I think so

Blog below this one, bit no hate

Blog below this one, but no hate

What did I tap into in 2016? Well me personally it was the minds of others, feelings of others, I just started to notice many more suffer badly, but I also seen some live happy, I guess 2016 helped me pretend better? I mean let’s face it, we all wear masks, I just took my mask off and said “Come ahead life” and I fought back, I gave my mind and body so much pain and confusion it was Evil. I have prayed to God every day almost since I was a little boy here in Scotland, today I still pray, I can’t find Religion, scripture and I can’t look at Jesus as anything more than a Ghandi type figure of his time where your World was like 1,000 miles circular, you were either there or you had no idea it was happening, when people read about it and found blind faith in it’s truth, but that is ok, well it’s ok if it does not harm our World right?

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The World is now tightly together through these Social Media platforms when we can know news from anywhere about anyone as it’s happening almost. Image 2,000 years ago when Baby Jesus probably was born, as I say, you were either there or you had no idea. Like Noah’ Ark and Moses leading people for 40 years in a quest for knowledge, stories get lost in translation. These same principles happen today too, one day I get a cold, 2 weeks later someone asks me if I had Ebola 😀 Seriously just apply logical thinking and you see it all. But we MUST respect those with faith in the Bible who want to believe things so impossible to believe for 2/5th of Humanity, out of all 4,000+ Religions. I learn to respect all that in 2016, but I am just 1 from almost 8 Billion who refuse to stop talking, I am honest today, I have opinions, ask me questions, but don’t deny or get angry over my answers, I see this image many times, it makes more sense today, almost.. lol

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Personally I woke up a tiny bit, just enough to see those around me, I will admit I purged some people, people I will still love and take a bullet for, but I also stepped back towards people who I just can’t be without. 2016 taught me that even when life is pushing you down, you can fight back the best you can and try and be the best you there is, for those around you. We are all flawed, we all make mistakes, some do it on purpose with free mind, some do it blindly or with anger, you know what I am saying here, we can live in light or dark..

Nouela ♫ The Sound of Silence ♫ – (Amazing cover of Simon & Garfunkel’s song)
[VIDEO] ♪ Via: MusicForLife on You Tube ♪

Happy 2017 to the 500 people STILL reading my blog every day, I stopped blogging as it just takes too long, hand spasms and more make it impossible, this took me 2 hours to type, and to those who might read this too, I wish you a happy and healthy 2017 for you and your family and friends. Over the Festive Period my Dog was run over, my car broke and a whole lot more happened that a year ago would have made me angry at someone. This year when bad things happened I just smiled and said “It’s only a car” or “It will be ok” I know what is important now, it’s not my PC, my TV, a car or any other object. What is important is we love the people we need so much they love us back. Over the last few months sadly I have lost people but I gained 2 amazing Daughters-in-laws, a Grandson with a little girl due too, both my sons are Dads or about to be and this made me try harder for them too, but just Yesterday I had a house full of people, so as I step towards a World I am TRYING to wake up too, people are noticing my confusion and helping me. All I can say is “I would help you too” I had a day with 1 Family member yesterday and in this day we found each other again, I hope this happens with more people like the person I had good fun with Yesterday

It was a crazy dream and this is the only way I could explain it

It was a crazy dream and this is the only way I could explain it

I had a dream about a Month ago, so vivid, so real, I awoke and for an hour I had no idea where I was. Was it my, medication, am I just an idiot or was it my 4 Disabilities, was it 1 of them, 2 create pain so bad you kind of get used to it, the other 2 confuse the mind to hell or heaven, it is that hard for me to gulp deep and try and NOT say things I shouldn’t, I am just trying to be the best for my Partner, sons, daughters, daughters in-laws, parents , brothers, sisters and friends. I see it clearly, but I only see it as clearly as I can. Today on the 2nd of January 2017 after a challenging 2016 in a way for me and others close I see a light at the end of an endless tunnel I will keep walking up, but looking back to all the bad or hard moments, I see the ones still standing with me, and I them. Just try, don’t be someone else, be the best you can for the ones who need you. I spent 15 years, wasted 15 years denying myself of who I was becoming, I lied, I was nasty, my word hurt, I was angry but never once did I lay a hand on a loved one, although words do cut deeper. But am I alone? Am I the only person to get things wrong? I don’t think so, all I do know is I did what was best for everyone else . When we do things for ourselves 9 times out of 10 times we will fail, when we see those around us from the young and old and make them our reasons, I promise you it gets a little easier. To everyone, start living or start dying, we all die in the end, so live till your end, we all got one. Not being morbid, just stating facts some might not like… lol

Shawshank Redemption – “Get Busy Living or Get Busy Dying.”
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❤ Shaun ❤

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