Please Do Not Forget Me…………

SO not the best of headlines, but YES it was click-bait 😀 Just watched a 3 part TV show on channel 5 called ‘Celebs In Solitary‘ – Really got me thinking about ‘Solitude’ and how I have basically been in solitary myself, against my own will now for the best part of 15 years. NO SYMPATHY OR I WILL SHOOT YOU ALL 🙂 None of that. Was an amazing 3 Part TV show you can get on 5 Catch-up here in the UK. 4 People went in, London-born rapper Professor Green, World’s Strongest Man Eddie Hall, comedian Shazia Mirza and TV presenter Anthea Turner, all went in for 5 days, amazing programme on the Human mind if you care to watch it. For me it made me ask “COULD I DO THIS” The obvious answer from a medical point of view is ‘NO’ But from a psychological point of view, I think I could.

This show I could identify with easily. Stuck in a small place with only your mind to think. I live in agony. so what, my mind is always in some state of pretend in terms of funny, depressed and everything in-between. I am a STRONG LAD, I know my strengths and weaknesses for sure, do you? I know my limits, I know where I can and can’t be. Example I couldn’t sit in a room with 20 strangers, but I could sit on a stage and talk to 10,000 people, EASY!! And I could sing to 20,000 people EASY. I often sit in a Dr’s office and other ‘Social places’ and just don’t look up, head in my phone ‘JUST INCASE’ someone triggers me. I am not a safe person to be around when triggered, so I don’t be social, IT’S THAT SIMPLE. With the right people, kids, parents, partner, certain family and friends, NOT A PROBLEM. But stick me in an environment I can’t control and I can lose the plot. I am NOT A SCARED PERSON, but I am NOT sitting here typing ‘I am a hard fighting person either’ –  As I typed above, I know who I am am, where I am, and I have became comfy with it sadly. I say sadly because you DO GET COMFY LOCKED UP. I love being around my Kids, it’s a HAPPY PLACE. My Grand-kids too when I can. Give me a comfy zone and I can relax, my mind has learnt to just be myself. To give you an example of the Danger I can be, I could give you 100 different stories. Recently my partner and two Daughters 9 and 8 years old went to a local store to pick up furniture from a shop, the person at the till working said something, I drifted from smiling to EVIL LOOK….Then my 9 year old Daughter stood in-front of me, pulled my coat, I looked down, she was smiling saying ‘You ok Daddy’ – In a heartbeat I realized about 20 other people waiting to be served had noticed my reaction, I looked around, some winked as to say ‘I can understand why you nearly lost it‘ and others looked away. The guy behind the till was serving a woman and child in-front of us, and he was talking to the woman like she was shit on a shoe, so I put my head in and said to this ‘MAN’ “Mate go easy on her yeah” – He then lifted his head and said “Mind your own business” – I LOST IT, I started at him with Death in my eyes, I was ready to talk to him, to react. My Daughter saved me, but our Kids are our reasons, they do save us, they don’t know it, but they do. In reality I spend LOTS of my time in my Man-Cave , door closed and left alone, it’s not healthy, my Dr, psychologists and pain specialists all tell me “GET OUT MORE” – Easier said than done, as I say I know my own boundaries, I can control them in a room whilst alone, am I happy. FUCK YEAH. If like anyone reading this I accept the SHIT PART OF LIFE AS NORMAL, that is a road to nowhere, so remaining positive helps us all, please keep trying, don’t give in, find reason, finds reasons, find something to do. I used to blog 2 or 3 times a day WITH HELP but I stopped because I found singing, music helped me more, and of course my kids and anyone else who I love.

My Man-Cave

To sum up, WE ALL SUFFER, WE ALL HAVE SOMETHING HOLDING US BACK, WE CAN ALL REACH UNHAPPY, WE CAN ALL FIND PAIN…IF WE LOOK. I look and it’s a concept of the Human mind I have no control over, so I control what I can and leave things I can’t, it’s me being honest, 100% totally honest. I found being HONEST is a saving Grace to us all. I was a liar, a cheat, the worst version of me I could be. I was a broken man, today I am still a broken man, but I control the broken parts best I can. Giving up just isn’t IN MY BLOOD. My kids send me songs all the time, this one SAVED ME ONE DAY. I ask nobody for anything these days, I know for loved ones and friends they might be thinking “Does he like me or love me”, the answer is OF COURSE I DO. But I am respecting YOU by respecting my boundaries. Thank you for reading, and please REACH BACK if you are honest enough to feel you need to reach. Here I am just reaching to people who may be stuck in an emotion they can’t control. PLEASE REACH BACK

Shauny x

♫ LYRICS ♫
Help me, it’s like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can’t
It isn’t in my blood
Laying on the bathroom floor, feeling nothing
I’m overwhelmed and insecure, give me something
I could take to ease my mind slowly
Just have a drink and you’ll feel better
Just take her home and you’ll feel better
Keep telling me that it gets better
Does it ever?
Help me, it’s like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I’m crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can’t
It isn’t in my blood
It isn’t in my blood
I’m looking through my phone again, feeling anxious
Afraid to be alone again, I hate this
I’m trying to find a way to chill, can’t breathe, oh
Is there somebody who could
Help me, it’s like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
No medicine is strong enough
Someone help me
I’m crawling in my skin
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can’t
It isn’t in my blood
It isn’t in my blood
I need somebody now
I need somebody now
Someone to help me out
I need somebody now
Help me, it’s like the walls are caving in
Sometimes I feel like giving up
But I just can’t
It isn’t in my blood
It isn’t in my blood
It isn’t in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn’t in my blood
I need somebody now
It isn’t in my blood

MORE LOVE, LESS HATE

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BLOGGERS FOR PEACE AND SANITY

THIS DOES NOT REPRESENT ALL DISABLED PEOPLE

THIS DOES NOT REPRESENT ALL DISABLED PEOPLE

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THE ABOVE IMAGE NEEDS CHANGED TO THIS – THIS REPRESENTS ‘BETTER’ FOR SOCIETY TO JUDGE

 

Vlog on Life – Part 1 – What makes us ALIVE? Music? Religion? What keeps you free?

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Below is a VIDEO BLOG, or a ‘Vlog’, just me speaking what I think about ‘Life’ for 10 minutes or so. I understand there are many things in life where things can bring people together, but only a certain group of people, so the question I am asking these days is “What can liberate us and bring us together” and I found Music is the only thing that can bring love and a smile back to my life. Some who live with Religion won’t even listen to what I have to say below, so this tells the story. I respect Religious people, but I do not like Religion, it causes untold misery on our species. Politics can do the same, feck even Sport can divide us 😀 So, I hope you watch/listen to what I say below, and if it helps, then I am glad I did this on a cold Scottish Monday morning. Hope you are all well.

[Video] Via Shaun Gibson on You Tube

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Finding Nirvana <Click)

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How Scotland voted….

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Ascension – taken from the album ‘Fly Songs Inspired by the film Eddie the Eagle
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MORE LOVE, LESS HATE

THIS DOES NOT REPRESENT ALL DISABLED PEOPLE

THIS DOES NOT REPRESENT ALL DISABLED PEOPLE

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THE ABOVE IMAGE NEEDS CHANGED TO THIS – THIS REPRESENTS ‘BETTER’ FOR SOCIETY TO JUDGE

So. The World lost. Why? What next for EARTH? And who really cares?

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I am not going to stop blogging, and I am not leaving social media. Reason I was still blogging was because I wanted to see if my World and the World would change course and give us better. Sadly it never, my own World is run by the SNP, Scotland won the Election and has been given all the powers it will be given, end of that story for me. Scotland is 80% free and let’s forgets about that and leave it for 5 years. Also the USA is going to vote Trump or Hillary into POTUS for 2017. So in my World I have a Tory as opposition to the SNP and the World is either going to stay on the EXACT same course of corruption as it is under Hillary or even worse the World will be at War if it is Trump who is Hollywood’s chosen one. Either way America you are making our World oppressive and frankly I am just going to say this and fuck off. Scottish people who voted TORY are not Scottish, they are rich selfish pricks. The same can be said for Trump supporters, you are rich selfish scared pricks.

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No overall SNP majority – meaning the party will have to proceed as a minority government or form an alliance.

Our World is fucked and the next story is a big movie or who shot JR repeats. We have and are going to keep voting our entire World into Groundhog Day. This does not make me angry; it makes me sad, very sad for my kids and your kids or grandkids. Forget where you are in the World, the next Generation is going to be so controlled it is untrue, and the Generation after that might actually stand up to the global problem that stole Scottish Independence (Allegedly) in 2014, and got George Bush’s 1st win over Al Gore in 2000 as a steal also (Allegedly) See Britain and the USA are like brother and sister, I am now wondering who the sister is in this (No slight on Woman, not what I am meaning) Who is taking it up the rear is what I mean, Britian giving it to the USA or does the USA  give it to us? This is the same force that keeps Israel happy and keeps us consuming in fear, while it’s Religious side blissfully take us to bad places. Seriously, I am done with our species on a Global level. People are just so fucking predicible it is untrue. People who voted the Tory in Scotland are selfish and should know better. Trump voters, well it gets worse from here on in, expect hell and it’s coming to all our doors all over Earth. They won, we lost. I won’t put a name on them, but if American and Scotland can’t see it, well maybe we deserve Trump and more Tory policy WITHIN THE SCOTTISH PARLIAMENT!! And 10,000 Trump Golf courses all over Scotland too

Come on World, wake up!

Come on World, wake up!

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♫ The Doors – People are strange ♪ lyrics
[VIDEO] Via: Rock! on You Tube

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♫ The Doors – The End ♪ lyrics
[VIDEO] Via: Fritzes007 on You Tube

I am out…

…for now

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And I include myself

And I include myself

Like a marriage

Like a marriage

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Scotland – How we can free ourselves in 1 year. BY ACTUALLY DOING SOMETHING!

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Link: http://www.bbc.co.uk/complaints/

ALBA GU BRATH, WOO, YEAH, GO SCOTLAND!! YEAH BABY!! UDI!! WE WILL WIN, VOTE SNP!!  – THINK AGAIN – I asked Scotland if it was possible we could walk to freedom and YOU WERE TOLD TO IGNORE ME, and I also said before I hit publish people would imply “Impossible” What is happening RIGHT NOW Scotland is beyond anger for me. People are telling others “Don’t read Shaun” Don’t read John, Bill, Audrey, don’t read him or her and SCOTTISH PEOPLE ARE FALLING FOR THESE IDIOTS!! Really I could go on and on and on with names, I am struggling to know fully who is in control here, but know it’s a person wearing a Scotland Yes T-Shirt. I could post the people doing it as I have the screenshots but if I post it all I do is take away the reasons we need and we walk into anger and things become worse. I suggested that Scotland does this, well WE asked, the people I speak with and I. We are in worse than a bad place. People will tell you TO IGNORE WHAT I WRITE HERE. I ask you please keep an eye on who is telling YOU what to do. Do you have your own mind? Are you in full control of your Scottish thoughts? I am asking. And I already know the answer.

We CAN free Scotland in 1 year!! It is so easy -Yet many will imply ‘IMPOSSIBLE

And people did imply ‘Impossible because I put a number on the amount of people. See this is what is happening. The Unionst side are paying people to start Scottish Groups and websites and people are sheep being taken for a ride. I am giving Scotand 2 good ideas here.

  1. Take to the streets and be so visible we can’t be ignored
  2. We all complain to the BBC and stop paying them.
  3. WE WILL DO NOTHING! But if you want to?
  4. HOW TO STOP PAYING TV LICENCE < Want to do something?

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Why do we bother? Why do we share crap lik this?
I did this video, and it was a TOTAL waste of time.

And as expected nothing happened. So how about we all complain to the BBC? Everyone who is annoyed at the BBC who post images of the BBC, who comment how bad the BBC are, how about we actually tell them? The complaints link is above, can we be bothered to even complain and show ourselves online?? I mean 1 Million complains I am sure would make the news. Scotland you are being fooled by clever people who tell you what to do, think and how to act. When the easy thing is in-front of us we still just post crap on Facebook and as we do we go backwards as the CONTROLLED Scottish Yes Movement takes so many steps back. Some commented on a Labour Conference and the lack of someone being mentioned. Some shared images of Nuclear bombs going past Scottish homes, I ask how many actually got out of their home and protested? What is your excuse? Seriously because it best be good. It’s the reason I stopped writing about Scotland and turned my font to the USA where we could see the World go down the Toilet for good if Hillary is POTUS as I said she would be 2 years ago. What is more important? The World or a Free Scotland in an opressed World? Even a half free Scotland in an oppressive Union? What is more important?

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WHAT IS YOUR PATHETIC EXCUSE? WHO OWNS YOUR MIND?

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Scottish Yes Movement – Is in total control of the Unionists?

The Scottish Yes Movement For Dummies

The awful Social Media Impact on the Scottish Yes Movement

The Silencing of the Scottish Yes Movement

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Scottish Yes Movement – Is in total control of the Unionists?

OBVIOUSLY - I am 110% against this message, are you?

OBVIOUSLY – I am 110% against this message, are you?

Please read past my reason’s for being here again, this isn’t about me or I would never have stopped, please, carry on reading. I got so destroyed by what I was seeing in all Social Media regarding Scotland I literally walked away in disgust and closed 11 accounts over Social Media. I spent Christmas with family, do what we all say we do and I seen reasons, I seen my kids faces, all happy, but in an instant I disliked myself for walking away from what is now a life goal same as dreams I have for my kids, my partner and I, real reasons, just to be part of A REAL FREE SCOTLAND and see my kids living with Scottish Driving Licences and Passports, REALLY FREE!. What we are offline is usually the complete opposite, I am no different, so I have to write and give all I have with Scottish people, be honest, share the UTTER TRUTH and make sure the truth is told, no matter the cost. Sadly this will take bravery I must trust to try free Scotland again for not just I, but everyone I love and everyone you the yes voter loves also, this is a team reason, not a team game. Lets look at just myself for a second and the abuse I got out of almost 1.5 Million views, (I DO NOT BRAG OR I WOULD NOT HAVE STOPPED, PLEASE!) john-dies-at-the-endI am impulsive so bad it’s untrue, but if I am to be defined by my minds mood via a disability or 2, yeah I played that card 😦 and coming away in mind from awful medicated addiction, does it mean I am a bad person? Right now I just can’t sleep but I am cool, relaxed, in pain but only doing this because I need to reconnect to what we were before the 2014 Referendum, I have no other reason to be on Social Media, so here I am, no Family involved, no friends I see day to day are involved in my Social Media, so now I can write freely without knowing I upset someone in my family. So here I am and HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! Hope 2016 is amazing for you! Great start with the BNP closing down, lets hope this trend carries us through the year. And please, keep reading

Happy New Year to all...

Happy New Year to all…

The Scottish ‘Yes Movement’ is more split that the entire USA is via Race reasons. Unless people wake up to the utter bull some are forcing on others, forget independence. The 4th bridge closed (I was happy, I live near it’s traffic jams) There was a huge pressure on the SNP for it’s closure. Apply that story 100 times over and we see clearly that within all movements there are people slowly trying to get people to turn away from the SNP. I watched from a distance as known Yes voters slated the SNP for the closure of what is really a very important bridge, and before Christmas, but it showed people are impulsive all the same, when their small world is affected they see reason to be opinionated. So I am challenging opinions here. I know there is a HUGE Unionist and liked presence within the Scottish Yes Movement, but people don’t know they are Unionist’s, so people are just being fooled, please take your mind back to 13th September 2014 and then bring it back here.

This was what the Yes voter WAS on 13th September 2014
Scotland, listen and be at one with our future! – I plead you watch

So how do I know there is a Unionist threat? Lets just say I went away and someone else appeared who pretended to hate and voted NO without writing 1 word. I don’t know how much of that made sense but there was no huge operation involving 100 people. I just wanted to see what THEY are doing. We spend so much time focused against the Unionist hate we actually keep it alive. I seen it over the last month or so, but I am back as true and proud yes voter, you will have to take my word for it. But in reality it’s there if you want to read it. I just stopped, read it and understood it to the point I want to destroy it from with-in, safely for me and my family of course. THINGS ARE THIS BAD if you look

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If you feel like this, then you will understand what I pose here

Dangerous but exciting times. The emotion you choose, danger or exited, depends on what you actually believe. If you choose 100% truth then you are excited. I can’t tell people how to choose, all I can do is tell the absolute truth, the rest is up to you. One thing for certain is the Yes Movement has been taken over almost. Too many voices, too many reasons, too many arguments. We are in a bad place Scotland, doom and gloom as well as divide and conquer are at play. I ask you to be real when looking at comment’s aimed at this blog, note who comments because there is a chance they are commenting blindly on reading it’s title and viewing it’s image, be clever and you see who is not playing nice, so lets see who is playing a game and whom is living to free Scotland. Just look at responses and if I am correct, we have a problem.

 

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“THE BEST SLAVE IS A SLAVE THAT DOESN’T KNOW HE’S A SLAVE”

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Do these pictures not define us as a species. When I say ‘us’ I do not mean the ‘USA’ as many think I do. We consume. We are a consumerism species. I hear and see talk about “Population Control” and think to myself “But the need our money” We are programmed to spend, I am the World’s worst, I just NEED  the latest Technology gadget, I don’t know why, I just do. I had to stop myself on ‘Black Friday’ as I would have spent too much on stuff I don’t need. So next time you complain about our World, ask if you are part of the problem, I am