♫ For anyone with Mental Health issues ♫

Images and Lyrics. For anyone with Mental Health issues – Chester Bennington – Numb – I myself suffer from Suicidal thoughts and a ton more. But I don’t suffer in silence nor alone. I talk, I speak up, and I have MANY good friends who are like me. Policemen, Trades Workers, Teachers, Sports Coaches, pretty much EVERY level of Society there are people I know who have a daily thought of Suicide. Many call it depression, for me it’s just darkness, sadness.

For anyone with Mental Health issues – Chester Bennington – Numb
Via:  Shaun Gibson on You Tube

NEVER SADNESS FOR ME in-terms of ‘Shaun’, my sadness is for our World. Sadness for the World around me, sadness for the entire World. But when I say this, I know, we all know, many don’t believe us. They think we want sympathy, feeling sorry for us. Not what we want, we just want to talk about together so we don’t lay it on loved ones. Life CAN be that easy, why some resist the easy and make it harder still, is beyond my thoughts. Never in hate…Always in peace and love. Shaun

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THIS DOES NOT REPRESENT ALL DISABLED PEOPLE

THIS DOES NOT REPRESENT ALL DISABLED PEOPLE

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THE ABOVE IMAGE NEEDS CHANGED TO THIS – THIS REPRESENTS ‘BETTER’ FOR SOCIETY TO JUDGE

 

 

 

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If Jesus, the Son of God was to return. What form would he take?

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This is a subject I will talk about in real terms but also a fun side, Religion, God and Jesus we can mention and smile right? Often these days “Don’t take my name in vein” is said, without actually being said. Hope that made sense, people are always looking to be offended or loved, often it’s hard to see middle ground, but all aside, I think I am the middle ground, you may be also, Millions might be, just so you know I don’t mean just me. God, Jesus and Religion have been a constant in my life thus far, from a kid going to Catholic School on Sundays to growing older and dropping Religion but not God. I pray every day to MY GOD. I believe we can do this. Religion is man made, or in 2016 ‘Human made’, we got to speak and write correctly these days don’t you know? A black board at school is now a white board and I could mention another 100 things that are politically uncorrect to say these days, I am not racist, but like apartheid in South Africa, the whole thing did a 360 and the people who were in charge are no longer in charge. I have friends who moved to South Africa and came back because the good of what happened seemed to backfire (So I am told) and the White man got nothing, listen, this is all I know. Song below by Gary Barlow is one I actually like 😀 YEAH! I was surprised also 😀

Gary Barlow – God (lyrics)
Via Candy Thatter on You Tube

12645184_210078512673163_5370334492929198950_nBack on point however. Often I will share fun images of God or Jesus and most will laugh or just get it and smile, strange as it is many think it’s real and I am talking a truth, the image to the left is the point I am making. I shared it around a few places, 90% laughed and 10% thought it was serious 😀 I am not laughing at them, I am just laughing at ‘Human Nature’ and what we as a species do. The World war’s over God’s, Religion gets the blame and it’s been an ever present in our species known historical records. See I go with Science always. I don’t know if I believe in ‘evolution’ because if we came from apes, why are there still apes and where is the line from apes going back the way? Yeah! The missing link right there. I think ‘creationism’ is more likely, but not in a Religious way or Religious teachings way. There are many in Religion, now when I say Religion, please don’t apply God for now. Many in Religion don’t believe dinosaurs existed at all, they put aside the 10’s of thousands of skeletal remains to one side and deny science. The gap between dinosaurs and man as Religion will tell us is like BILLIONS OF YEARS. This makes many ask “What was God doing all this time”, this leads to the repeated answer of “God has no time, to God time is all times, and all years” If that is the case why did he put dinosaurs on Earth? Non sensual, non thinking and lacking in logical thinking creatures. Imagine 3 dinosaurs talking about God or a higher power, yeah you can’t, neither can I. Because I am Science I can only look at what traces of proof we have, what we can see and prove. The Black Knight Satellite is in our Orbit and was first theorised in the 1800’s by the famous and clever Nikola Tesla, then heard by ham radio operators World wide. Not 1 Country took credit for this Satellite when it was finally acknowledged by our World. It was first heard almost 80 years before the first human made object was put into space, way way before sputnik was even a drawing or a thought in someone’s mind. I wrote about this here ‘Mysterious Black Knight Satellite’- very latest info from 8th July 2015 and I then thought about the Adam and Eve story. What if an Alien race was dying or their planet was dying and 2 billion years ago they found our Earth? What if they came from a dying Mars we all know factually now that was once alive? The Black Knight Satellite is so well known it is beyond a conspiracy theory, it is there, NASA have shown us, European Space agency, Russia, China and Japan have all talked about, even the Vatican City (VVTT) have even heard and seen it if we believe certain Priests who let slip.

I have no idea what the game is, who started it, who will finish, if it will ever finish or why we are here. Is it design or a jesus-dinosaurfluke? Think science or think Religious teachings and only 1 can give more than the other in terms of proven facts, and that is the part I will lose Religious people because the answer is Science. Science can prove small things like why does our eyes water themselves to how far away is the Moon from the Earth. Religious teachings are speculative and need HUGE commitment and faith to believe. Some were born into this faith so it came easy for them, some like me were not born strong into a Religion really, so we look for other ways. At early ages many of us don’t have Religion so our minds do the natural thing and THINK. When a person is born they are a white canvas, just a blank baby, what we feed that baby is like drawing a canvas painting, it just takes it’s own form and picture as the person grows up. My partner and I had two amazing little girls 6 years ago now, two little blank canvases. I have talked to them about God, they are so confused. Apply Santa logic and you get close when trying to speak to a 5 or 6 year old kid about a superior being that we can love and trust to make our lives all good and fuzzy. In the end all I offer is speculation but I do ask “If Jesus came to Earth today, what way would he use to talk to us all?” For me the answer is so very simple, MUSIC! I don’t think if there is a Jesus and he did come back he would appear in all the clouds around our round Earth and speak to us. I think maybe he would be a singer, he would try and show us right from wrong in his lyrics. In today’s World we MUST ask if that was the case, would the World accept? If there is a Jesus and God then there is Satan, the Devil and his workers. What if they are at play and we as a species must choose the man with amazing lyrics or people who say the man with good lyrics is a bad man? Seriously, try and think about it that way and I will leave you 3 songs as a hint of what I am trying to say here. I do not ever try to make people lower nor above myself, I just have a curious nature and it’s a good thing to have, it’s served me well in my Journey, a journey I am still on and I have no idea where it will take me as I type today. I pray to God when bad things happen, but I also pray to my God when GOOD THINGS HAPPEN. Bob Marley on love and musicJohn Lennon said “We measure God by our Pain” and I must be honest, I do see this happening. People praying to God when the unthinkable happens in their life and they are in pain or need help. People reading this who do pray should maybe now go and pray and smile and thank God you were here to read this and do whatever you are going to do today…. For now x PS: I am not saying Michael Jackson was Jesus. But what if he was, what if Evil destroyed him and we fell for it? It is 1 possibility from BILLIONS of possibilities. Today this story fits for me, I harm nobody. Thoughts? And please, no hate! I don’t do hate and if you are Religion you are taught to not throw stones. Why do Religious people turn away from questions? Because it’s easier? Why did I write this? See, we all have things we write and talk about. We are all EQUAL! Why did Michael have the World in his hands, always hid from it, yet was chastised so badly? Just look at these lyrics and think. Please

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Michael Jackson – Man In The Mirror (lyrics) 
Via Rose Martin on You Tube

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Michael Jackson Human Nature (Lyrics)
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Michael Jackson Heal The World (Lyrics)
Via JJ01310 on You Tube

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♫ Dying inside ♫

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Dying Inside – Lyrics – Gary Barlow
Via: Olivia Erim On You Tube

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Progress report – coming off Dr’s Medication…Part 308

Please read, you will understand 'Hope'

Please read, you will understand ‘Hope’

Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain Issues < Join there if this applies to you, don’t suffer alone. Please, we can help each other, this is my journey and many from Scotland helped me. If we keep it in too long, we one day explode.

[Rant/Vent/TalkingOutLoud] – Just nonsense words for a moment. They mean very little. Always no sympathy, this is a process I was told helps and it does. This isn’t progress report 308, probably more 10. But what this does is allow me to read this in a few months, like I do with blogs like this I did before, and see where I was in terms of mind-set and pain, in theory this is a log I use to help myself but if it helps someone else, why can’t I share my thinking in this moment? I was taking 64 tablets a day 4 Months ago, today I am taking 16 a day. Also I went from usually 30/40Ml 4x a day of Morphine to 4Ml a today , my body is screaming inside, I am hallucinating, I am seeing dead relatives and other things I can’t share because I have no words to express them. resized_walt-meme-meme-generator-cook-meth-they-said-it-will-be-fun-they-said-c730c4I had a family member stay last week and most of the time I had to hide in my room to protect her from seeing what I also protect my 2 princess’s from, my 2 Daughters who are 5 and 6, I don’t want the young girls in my life who I love seeing me coming off this crap, it’s horrid, unfair and all those words. So today I must say without Dawn my partner, I have no idea where I would be today, when I am low she pulls me up, when I am dark she offers me light, she is my rock. We agreed to never say any of this online as we say it face to face but in this moment the credit for this goes to my love, without her smile, her love, her ability to be gentle, I may have given in, maybe, just maybe. Like I always do I turn to be inspired I look for things to inspire me, I find things to make my mind see tomorrow. I share for me and you, be you a confused family member or friend wondering why you see very little of me. What I am going through is preparing me to live again, but in torture & agony, but we always must find a way to keep living, the human body can withstand more than we know if we believe it can. Mind over matter we hear a lot?

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If Bob can say it and sing about it, surely anyone can right?

Like I say, IF I GIVE UP ON MYSELF, I DIE IN 5 YEARS! I must get muscle tone higher, I have to lose weight, not a lot, just enough to give me a chance. Swimming is the only thing that helps, buoyancy in water makes the pain less. Walking I have started to do but I can’t every day. I could swim 5 mile a day, run 5 mile a day, it would hurt and the pain would never go away. I have also stopped smoking, drinking unhealthy drinks, just small things in a gradual way. Pain I can only describe as all over body toothache, but all I do won’t help the pain it will clear my mind enough to live normally, whatever normal is, truly I have forgotten, it only gives my body a chance to fight back. I have my mind now, 100% I have my mind, I am starting to remember things, time has slowed down. time-doesnt-heal-anything-it-just-teaches-us-how-to-live-with-the-pain-quote-267e9d45bc3a7ff9955027f9588415cf4Example here, I take medication every 4 hours, when I was on full dosage the 4 hours flew past because I was drugged up, today I take the small amounts of medication and after 1 hour in my mind I think “This must be 4 hours” I then look at the clock and see it’s been only 1 hour, this is good news, I am remembering, time is slowing, moments become more, memories last longer. My son sent me this song below and it’s power helps me. I think he knew this song would help me. To the untrained mind this song does not fit my mood and pain in this moment, but it does.   This is what I feel ‘Good’ in my mind and progress I know is happening. I don’t care if 1 person or 10,000 read this, this is for me, so I can look back. When I am where I want to be I can then maybe help others trapped with any kind of chronic illness or issues that made them stand still like I was doing. I know people will laugh when they read this but all my time as a football manger helps me, I used to demand men to fight, to bleed for a cause. I have a cause and trying to do it for me as I once asked of others is there for me, I must scream at myself, I just need to demand my body to not give in. The end of this story will go 2 ways. 1. I am living in the World again, doing things I love with the people I love or 2. This! And this is boring me badly, but changing brain waves is what we must do when the pain is so dull and strong we can’t breath. We must find small tricks to fool our minds. Movies and Music inspire me always, also my group Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain Issues is a source of help for us all, me too. maxresdefaultTo reduce 38 tablets and 20Ml ish of Morphine a day in 4 months is too quick, too fast, I am treading on a fine line here, but I am doing ok, I am borderline dangerous as I do this, but I want it gone. Roughly 7′ AM, 1st December 2015 as I type. Here I am up again, shuffling around the house like a 100 year old person. Utterly shattered. Can’t sleep. The pain I am in, I was told a year or so ago by my Dr’s/Pain Team is similar to someone in their final moments dying of Cancer or Aids (HIV). Comforted I ‘wasn’t’ when I had the workings of my illness explained to me. I am doing real well though. I might not be able to do something today but this doesn’t mean I can’t tomorrow. I just hope this isn’t all a strange placebo effect I am sharing. Till the next step….

The Weeknd Wicked Games LYRICS
[VIDEO] Via: Reema CB on You Tube

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Psychics, Spiritual People, Tarot Card, Ouija boards and more

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I just sat and watched Billy Connolly live in Adelaide Australia, I was crying with laughter, A-Typical Scottish humour, mocks everyone and anyone, brilliant he is. He hit on a subject I don’t really understand, it says it in the title “Psychics, Spiritual People, Tarot Card, Ouija boards and all that shit”

Now I am not going to mock people, well not too much but I think some people are real gullible. Having Fibromyalgia people offer you all the cures under the Sun. One person asked me to sit in the Beach surrounded by stones. I think she meant “Go to the beach stoned” High on Cannabis or something, maybe I picked her up wrong

People who claim to be Psychic kill me “I feel a Steven coming through” Someone will say “Margaret” The Psychic will say “OH AYE, IT’S MARGARET RIGHT ENOUGH” And I get my kill at that. I laugh hard. People use all kinds of things to heal or help and fair play to them but not for me. Anyone who has offered me such help in the past, really! Thanks a lot, but it doesn’t work. If it did Medical Science would have picked up on it

I have tried EVERYTHING with my disability, I won’t tell you what because you will laugh at me and talk about me 😀 Seriously I have tried some shit to conquer this disability it is untrue. Naive I think I was but when you are in pain you will try most things. When people say “I feel a certain energy between us” PUNCH THEM IN THE TEETH, they want to shag you! Say to them “Yeah I can see that certain energy in your underwear moving around”

There is a show in the UK called Most Haunted, they are armed to the teeth with equipment, heat pads, cameras, night time cameras, see in the fog cameras, gamma ray cameras, heat seeking cameras, heat seeking missiles, you get the story. They have it all, apart from a Ghost! And I will tell you why, BECAUSE THERE IS NOT SUCH A THING! I hope when I die Heaven is real but there is no proof, only blind faith and a book, in my opinion, all it is, don’t take it personal and cry for the love of God I am just talking out loud here. Ouija board are a lot of crap too, someone is pushing the thing without knowing, it’s been kinda proven

Tarot Card I get a good laugh at. I had a ‘Reading once’ and some of the cards were just fecking ridiculous, the hangman, the 2 of kicked to death in an ally way, the 4 of stabbed in the face and the 9 of shot in the bum, you get the drift. For people that make a living out of this, fair play, who am I to judge right?

Then you have religion. Now I kind off believe in God but not in a traditional way, I believe there is something, but I am going to no Church to give money and buying no books. My way works for me and I am a happy person, if you read down a blog you will see why. I think as a species we have too much spare time many of us. Some are really unlucky and were born into War or Poverty then there are the rich people or people with a few quid, enough to get by you know. I just did a bit of looking there, I did a search for “Psychics in Edinburgh” There was over 300 fecking people. How can you make a living from this? I mean there is no proof of an afterlife, nobody has came back to tell us. It, like religion needs faith.

Sadly I have a sense of humour and find it real hard to take it as real, you?

😀 Here is what I just watched, if you want to laugh for a few hours, please, give Billy a watch, you will laugh hard 😀

Billy Connolly says it well

Via ikross on You Tube

Music heals our souls

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Today of all the days I am at a loss in my mind, the death of my friends partner has upset me deeply as death does to us all. We all take death in a different way, some stay strong, some fall, some pick others up, some weep, others just be there, it is hard for the loved ones left behind. And anyone who knows me well enough to understand my foolish ways knows Music is close to my heart, it is something that speaks to my soul and my heart and cuddles them better, that is the best way I can define what music does for me and helps me.

A song was sent to me by my little sister when she realised a few things about here older brother here, and it was so heartfelt and loving. The song I had not heard before, and I not love it. It is Emeli Sande, Clown. This song speaks to me in my sleep, and today, as we mourn, this song helps. One day we will move on, we will tell jokes and share stories about loved ones who have gone. We all do in our own way, but today it hurts, tomorrow it may hurt some more, in time we accept and live again.

For my buddy who is alone and in a dark place. I hope this song can lift you a little. I am praying for you pal. We will go an win some trophies and put Linda’s name on them. One day soon, I make this promise to you now. I can’t think of any other words for you Kevin, and I am just trying to do what a friends does, I am being there. I am at your side right not buddy, and always have been, and always will be. I dedicate this song to today, and this moment and the hope of understanding and healing that will come. I hope you don’t mind Kevin

It is a VERY Scottish way for men not to show emotion, I break that barrier today and all days, as I care for people and love all my family and friends. I can’t say any more. I will let this song speak for me and for anyone else who hurts today. Let it lift you up and bring warmth to your pain.

 

 

The Battle

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It has been a while since I can say “four days in a row the pain has dulled” and it has. I am still in a fair amount of pain, but since I did the blog on my back, the 4 days after, today “so far” included, I feel as I could go a walk, punch a shark in the lips, clean all my windows, and more. But I know by doing this blog, tomorrow I will wake up in pain again. Or at least I know a bad day is around the bend.

Strange thing is, when I done this blog http://prayingforoneday.wordpress.com/2013/03/08/worst-pain-ever-today/ since then, the pain has dulled by about 25%. When it is 100% like many on here it is hard to deal with isn’t it. And I know many do, I read your blogs

So it comes down to one thing “The Battle” The daily struggle with yourself, my biggest issue is I fight hard, I refuse to accept, and although I have accepted I have Chronic Pain and other things wrong with me, due to Chronic Pain, I still fight it. My body tells me through pain “Nope, you are not doing that” And I go and do it, then suffer for a week. I am my worst enemy to myself sometimes

But what do we do? Do we climb into bed and give in and cry in pain all day feeling sorry for ourselves? No! We get up and fight it, we live, we smile, we be with family, and we do all the things we want to do. Right now I desperately want to go visit my Mum, but I know if I arrange it, come that day, my mind will kick in and the pain will come. They say with Chronic Pain is a mind game of sorts, the mind brings the pain on worse, and maybe they are right (They being the experts who have never felt the pain)

So the battle carries on, between you, your mind and your pain. A daily struggle, each day you open your eyes and wonder what the day will bring, will you be stuck in bed, stuck in a chair, or will you be able to punch a shark in the teeth. This for me is the battle

I know many here fight the same battle. Even with no pain, we all have battles to fight; some here with nothing wrong with them have to battle. The thing I can say about me is I 100% have my mind and I am thankful for this, as I know many don’t. Some days I feel like I could swap pain for mind, if that makes sense, but then I realise it is what it is, pain. Toothache all over my body feeling

But being here I see many battle, I hear them talk about the battle, I read about the battle, I share the battle, and together we can all battle together through love, caring, sharing and God if that is our thing. This may seem odd to some, and if it does, and you believe in God, you won’t turn away in disgust, people who believe in God wouldn’t turn their backs on someone on the path looking for God. Did God turn his back on Peter? No he didn’t, so I know you won’t turn your back on me for not being just there yet, but that is a blog for another time, as I stay on the path of searching with my friend my and teacher, The Heart of Rev. Eddie Tatro That is his blog

So keep battling away, you don’t know what tomorrow will bring. I seen a miracle once when my brother had 3 months to live, this was 20 years or so ago, he is still with us, he fought and lived through what looked like a certain loss, the same as my good friend Ajaytao 2010 on here, he battled the exact same  Cancer as my brother and won, I hope he doesn’t mind me mentioning this

So we battle and hope for the miracle, as they do happen

I am here for everyone and anyone as I hope you all know. I don’t know it all, but I do try, and through the wisdom of many here I am learning more about my condition, life, God and much more with each passing day

In the meantime we just need Patience to see us through

Shaun

What is inspiration (Video and Words)

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If you know me as a person or just a blogger, or someone you just read, you will know some things, I love inspiration and winning, but not at any cost. I also love to love and live to learn, sometimes the smallest things can touch my heart, sometimes my heart can touch the biggest things, it’s a two way street. Inspiration comes in many forms, from pride, to a child’s smile, from your partners hug, to a video you seen, or a song, or a blog and a poet and all in-between

I have blogged about pain and suffering and all the bad things, I have also blogged in the hope I can inspire one person, make one person feel better, I don’t do pissing contests with the world, I don’t compete with myself to say I am better, I try  to be equal an make myself fit in

But there is a streak in me that wants’ to life other people up, I have always had it and I know not where it comes from, or maybe I do, I just have not noticed.

Many things in life inspire me, from a picture of a butterfly to a sporting moment to reading about love to listening about hope.  I am neither bigger or better not smaller or weaker. This is Shaun.

I blog because I want to change the world, I can’t change the world, but if I can change one person in the world, then my life was worth living. These are the values I try and live by

Below is a video that I was sent by a friend, and it gave me Goosebumps and inspired me to do this blog. Because life is about getting back up, it is about facing your fears. Some hide away, and die alone; they need not do this, as there is a path and a place for everyone

Enjoy the video and I hope it lifted you as it did me