Dying Inside

After doing this blog here “Suicide is not always a ‘One-off-Act’ – It’s a living thought for People “ I got a few ‘Gossips’ from people who ‘should know better’, but also nothing from people I expect to be at our side, our being ‘Me and mine’ – When someone lives with Suicidal thoughts and a whole host of other issues like M.E. (Myalgic Mencephalomyelitis) + Fibromyalgia + PTSD and Psychosis, like I do, they want to die, I want to die, but I have reasons to live more important than myself, but I would love HELP to take the burden away from loved ones who watch me suffer, we don’t want sympathy or ‘What a shame’ and I hate this I get a lot ‘I feel sorry for you Shaun, you been through too much for someone so young”, yeah that tires your soul out that one. Sadly people I know say things like “That stupid fucking blog that Shaun does” But that’s it, they DON’T HELP THE PEOPLE AROUND ME WHO SUFFER BECAUSE OF MY ILLNESS. This is not about me. Think who hurts when one is watching another die, slowly or fast, it makes no fucking difference. This World is horrible, I am suicidal, but I will MAN UP as people say about me. But it is fucking hard to take the next step, the next breath. 5am, been up for a day and a half, pain is like death, my mind is scrambled and tied to the moon. Yet people who claim to ‘Love me’ are reading SOMETHING ELSE HERE, or wishing they had a voice? #NEWSFLASH, you do have a voice. Use it or shut the fuck up. I am aware there are people FAR WORSE than myself, but this is hard, every moment is ‘How can I kill myself’, but here I am, for now anyway. Regret is ONLY regret AFTER the event ❤ Peace

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♫ Dying Inside ♫
Via Shaun Gibson on You Tube

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Skype Username: shaunyg1973
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WHAT IF Religion is backwards? I am just asking……….

0b5491940300b4aba3b8e67c0a60a1c8[COPY AND PAST HERE, MY BAD] RELIGIOUS BRAIN FART HERE. Now don’t go shitting on my car ok. I am a very deep thinking lad, wear my shit on my sleeve, never mind my heart 😀 I think about things in ways I KNOW OTHERS DO..I am no lone font, voice or person here. I am a good person, I do good things, I want to harm no person. BUT I HAVE TO RUIN IT 😀 And say “If you harm ANYONE I LOVE, I will ruin your life”..Now MANY MEN will say this, many mean it, some just say it because it’s all manly and masculine bullshit right? Good..We on the same page. Life tells us “Men must be tough” ….”Woman must have kids and keep the circle of life going”…and everything in-between, you know what I mean…So I AM ASKING THIS. Fuck it..It’s just a fucking question.

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Eminem – Rain Man With On Screen lyrics
[VIDEO] Via Eminem on You Tube

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#WHAT #IF Religion is backwards. What if Religions God is in fact the Devil? What if in-fact the Devil is the good guy? I mean shit just look at this World, your own World and ask “Does Shaun have a point?”….Ask that shit just in private if you must. I am not suggesting ‘BE EVIL’ Shit look at the banner above this with Bob Marley and Hitler, that shit came from my soul, so I know my Heart is in the right place. BUT WHAT IF RELIGION IS JUST ILLUSION OF IMMANENCE GRANDEUR? Think about that shit till you come back on yourself then wonder what the fuck you just thought about AND WHY…I am just asking a question here, in reality, I just said fucking nothing…BUT MY WORDS HERE, WILL BE DEFINED BY OTHERS…So think more, why does that happen? Deep thinking guy am I? Man, you ain’t seen SHIT yet…I just woke the fuck up and I am ready to show crazy be amazing, because there is only a 5% swing between ‘Crazy’ and ‘Genius’ right? There is, Science said so 😀 THINK…JUST THINK…It does no harm, it costs nothing, it’s free, it’s yours to own, it can be your little secret. Sadly I can’t keep secrets…But I ain’t a grass….Nearly 4AM gimme a fucking break 😀

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BLOGGERS FOR PEACE AND SANITY

THIS DOES NOT REPRESENT ALL DISABLED PEOPLE

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Shaun Gibson Twitter: @ShaunyScot
Skype Username: shaunyg1973
Shaun Celtic FC Twitter: @ShaunyCeltic

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