♫ One More Light ♫ Linkin Park ♫

This song is just EPIC, the lyrics are what Chester Bennington was telling the World, his Suicide was a shock, a surprise, but only now do we understand Chester was singing his way out. I recently told my Family and loved ones I live with Suicide myself, very hard to come out of that closet, but we must not treat Suicide as a secret nor a Taboo subject. It is a living breathing emotion people deal with on a daily basis. Like I always say ‘Regret is ONLY regret when we allow it to be regret’ As a species we MUST notice each other more, or we live in regret for life. “Who cares when 1 more light goes out” is a lyric, this song speaks to souls. Some will hear morbid, some will hear hope, sadness, but that is Music right? We all hear different things. #SuicideMustHaveAVoice #MusicIsSoulFood

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One More Light (Official Video) – Linkin Park
Via Linkin Park on You Tube

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Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Should’ve stayed, were there signs, I ignored?
Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore?

We saw brilliance, when the world, was asleep
There are things that we can have, but can’t keep

[Chorus]
If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In the sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone’s time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
Or quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do

[Verse 2 ]
The reminders, pull the floor from your feet
In the kitchen, one more chair than you need, oh

And you’re angry, and you should be, it’s not fair
Just ’cause you can’t see it, doesn’t mean it, isn’t there

[Chorus]
If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In the sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone’s time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
Or quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do

[Instrumental + Bridge]
(I do)

[Chorus/Outro]
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In the sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone’s time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
Or quicker, quicker

Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do
Well I do

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Dying Inside

After doing this blog here “Suicide is not always a ‘One-off-Act’ – It’s a living thought for People “ I got a few ‘Gossips’ from people who ‘should know better’, but also nothing from people I expect to be at our side, our being ‘Me and mine’ – When someone lives with Suicidal thoughts and a whole host of other issues like M.E. (Myalgic Mencephalomyelitis) + Fibromyalgia + PTSD and Psychosis, like I do, they want to die, I want to die, but I have reasons to live more important than myself, but I would love HELP to take the burden away from loved ones who watch me suffer, we don’t want sympathy or ‘What a shame’ and I hate this I get a lot ‘I feel sorry for you Shaun, you been through too much for someone so young”, yeah that tires your soul out that one. Sadly people I know say things like “That stupid fucking blog that Shaun does” But that’s it, they DON’T HELP THE PEOPLE AROUND ME WHO SUFFER BECAUSE OF MY ILLNESS. This is not about me. Think who hurts when one is watching another die, slowly or fast, it makes no fucking difference. This World is horrible, I am suicidal, but I will MAN UP as people say about me. But it is fucking hard to take the next step, the next breath. 5am, been up for a day and a half, pain is like death, my mind is scrambled and tied to the moon. Yet people who claim to ‘Love me’ are reading SOMETHING ELSE HERE, or wishing they had a voice? #NEWSFLASH, you do have a voice. Use it or shut the fuck up. I am aware there are people FAR WORSE than myself, but this is hard, every moment is ‘How can I kill myself’, but here I am, for now anyway. Regret is ONLY regret AFTER the event ❤ Peace

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♫ Dying Inside ♫
Via Shaun Gibson on You Tube

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Suicide is not always a ‘One-off-Act’ – It’s a living thought for People

When you start reading, keep reading, THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME, YOU WILL SEE! Today is and all across Social Media today I am reading people debate it, some are talking about the way they think they understand Suicide, some are mocking the WEAKNESS of Suicide. Many say “Suicide is the Cowards way out” I disagree personally, for me the thought of Suicide is a thought of ‘Release’ but not for me, for everyone who cares for me. I can’t just get in my car and GO LIVE, I have two little girls here age 8 and 7 years old, THEY ARE MY REASON, when Suicide becomes an option. What are your reasons? Suicide is so very Taboo, some see anger, hate, depression, some just see something else. Today I come out of my closet and say “I live with Suicide every waking moment” and for me this is a small victory or release.

Leroy Sanchez; People Help The People
Via: amyarmitage1 on You Tube

I have lost too many people to suicide, I have nearly lost loved ones to Suicide, only to see other loved ones MOCK the person who tried it. Saying “How dare they” and other pathetic sayings. I say “IF YOU REALLY CARE FOR SOMEONE, THEN GO HELP THEM” Suicide comes at you with a smile, fun, funny people are suicidal. Think of anyone you know who has committed Suicide or tried, more times than not we think “WOW, I DID NOT EXPECT IT FROM THEM, THEY ARE STRONG” So I say it again, Suicide comes at you with a smile, in fun. The funniest people I know, the strongest people I know are the ones who are Suicidal, tried or dead. I see a World of people just too busy to see each other, too busy chasing the wrong emotions. Are they selfish? Hell no! How can they be if they don’t know, yet many of us do look at everyone and think “Are they Suicidal” Suicide rates have tripled in just a generation, does it matter if it is men or woman, young or old? No, life is life, it’s precious, love it and start noticing it. Or you WILL live in Regret for life. This message isn’t for me, it’s for the World, my World too. I am at one with who I am, what I do and why. I tire of trying to meet people in the middle, I tire of people chasing the wrong things. I am TRYING to chase life and happy, and I will do my best. It’s all ANY of us can do. If anyone reads this and feels ‘THIS IS AIMED AT ME’, then that emotion is yours, so do something about it, I BEG

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I spent a LOT of time with Suicidal people, we talk, exchange ‘WHY’ and then we find solace in others. We find a way to talk about Suicide and thus giving it a voice and reason. We can’t as a species keep saying, thinking nor presuming “They want pity” or “They want Sympathy” No, we need to get our priorities in order and SEE THE TRUTH STARING AT US IN THE FACE. Regret is only regret when we allow it. I am Suicidal! Are you? Do you know anyone who is? If you know a Suicidal person, think of them, who they live with, how it impacts others the Suicidal person and those around them. Our World just looks and judges, it is now time to help, or we live LIFE in regret. Please start to help, please start to notice. The ability to talk Suicide is STRENGTH, and don’t let anyone tell you different. As always, thank you to another who helped me write this, and as always I end this blog with the same message

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Why Do Popular, Attractive, and Talented People Commit Suicide? – Chester Bennington

Chester Bennington

At the foot of this blog are more blogs about Suicide I used to cover when I blogged, this is not me starting to blog again, I needed help to write most of this. But it’s a subject that needs talked about. Remember everyone ‘Regret is only regret when we allow regret to be the ever-lasting emotion’. The reality of Suicide and the recent death of Linkin Park lead singer Chester Bennington is he was RICH, FAMOUS, FUNNY! Everything most people want to be, yet here he is SPEAKING ABOUT HIS MIND, something he did a lot. In the interview in the video at the foot of this page the TRIGGERS of suicide were there for all to see, yet here we are again asking “Could we have done more”, and this leads to the question “Why is this still so Taboo”? Never is there an intervention, always regret and that is so sad. One song from MANY done by Linking Park and sung by Chester was ‘Rolling in the Deep’ a cover song done by Adele, not a song you would ever expect Chester to take on, yet he did and he nailed it. I will share 4 videos here, 2 songs and 2 videos of Chester as the man we knew away from being rich, famous, liked, loved more

Rolling In The Deep Cover Chester Bennington
Via Numael Roldan on You Tube

Behind all the sadness we MUST see the fun side of people. Chester said in the video at the top “When I am alone with my mind “It is like I should not be there, and Music is my ONLY escape” And I say these exact words about Music to ANYONE who will listen to my ranting. Chester found his stage to OUT his demons, but sadly it wasn’t enough. So I leave you with the good memory of another person LEFT ALONE with people guessing before and after he killed himself. Celebrate the life, but ask “How can we get this Taboo gone and help people” I myself think “Suicide” from time to time as it’s part of my ongoing circumstances that WE ALL HAVE, but in me saying this, does it help? Answer, no! I would be called pathetic and weak and bad as I have kids and loved ones. But Chester was a fun lad, here is the proof

Chester Bennington – Unforgettable Funny Moments
Via Sarah_Lia on You Tube

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Below is what Linkin Park did, this is the type of songs they sung, they were amazing

In The End (Official Video) – Linkin Park
Via Linkin Park on You Tube

In this video from an interview in Feb ’17 shows Chester Bennington expressing his cries for help. Hindsight is 20/20. At the time the interviewer and fans alike joked at his comments. Looking back, it’s clearly not a joking matter. Mental illness is a very serious issue, that is not to be over looked. It can take all forms. People you know may be going through similar situations. So next time you have someone pour their heart out to you, really listen to what they are saying. It may be a cry for help….. This is not a promo for WakingUpDad or WakingUpDad.net …. I am simply posting this as a long time fan of Chester and the group Linkin Park. I am just as shocked as everyone else and searching for answers as to why. In the video he clearly is telling us. We just didn’t listen. RIP Chester Bennington. You will be missed. Prayers to his family, wife and kids.

Chester Bennington’s cry for HELP! Linkin Park
Via Waking Up Dad on You Tube

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A Video Proving We Self Destruct, End Up Living In Regret! Why do we do it?

WWE Wrestler Marc Mero

WWE Wrestler Marc Mero, but please read on, this image is fake, I will tell you why

I am SO aware of this..

I am SO aware of this..

Because I come across as a lad who cares, loves, refuses to hate, be my own person and not the person others want me to be or think I should be, the idiots amongst us see this as a ‘weakness’ I was raised by and to this day am surrounded by men who are dangerous if you annoy them but can write and speak like I am here, if you don’t know this then you truly don’t know what the World is really about. Thankfully because I write like this I meet other guys all over the World and also here in Edinburgh, Scotland were I live who are the exact same as me, can kill a man for harming a loved one but who can also show true life emotions without caring, in truth some of the toughest lads I know and you have heard about were in-fact very deep thinking, talking guys who would cry at the drop of a hat in love and anger, the lie that ‘Tough Guys’ Real tough guys are always beating on people and being negative is a total fallacy. Life is so very easy, even when it’s hard and we just keep making life hard as a people. I often stop at the word ‘Species’ as that word by it’s definition is by default a group of living organisms consisting of similar individuals capable of exchanging genes or interbreeding. The species is the principal natural taxonomic unit, ranking below a genus and denoted by a Latin binomial, e.g. Homo sapiens, so what are we really? Anyway you MUST watch this video below friends. It is said ‘1 Moment can change your life’ I ask simply, define a moment, I think this is a moment here below in the video. Marc Mero reached fame as a WWE wrestler but he was struggling with drugs and alcohol. And every time he hit bottom his mom was there. The day she died changed his life. You HAVE to hear the message of hope he’s sharing now! Who helped you through your darkest hours? As day turns to night then back again I feel the crap in my system draining and my mind not needing fed as often, and it’s a real awakening as a few friends have said jokingly to me, it truly is me waking up to a brand new World I am trying to figure out every morning I wake up, I do it with a smile but often it makes me and many others sad when we understand the utter suffering we cause to ourselves and to others, be that locally in our lives or as a species who murder for money and power

What REAL Mums feel, think and act like. I understand my luck in my Mum...Do you?

What REAL Mums feel, think and act like. I understand my luck in my Mum…Do you?

The pain is for life but it’s choice and I refuse to allow the pain to define me. I, like you or anyone learnt the hard way that ‘Who we surround ourselves with’ will make or break us. Surround ourselves with arseholes, we become arseholesSurround ourselves with Junkies, we become junkiesSurround ourselves with Gossips, we become Gossips…Who we surround ourselves with define the rest of your life. Like Mark above I too was a bad lad when I was a kid. So the choices I was making tore me away from everyone. Eventually you get older and wiser (I am still learning of course) You understand choice of who we surround ourselves with is in our hands. Who falls for the “Keep your friends close, but your enemies closer” bullshit needs to wake up and grow up. Why would we want people we dislike around us all our lives? This video is utterly amazing. This is a guy who nearly died and now lives in regret every time he tries to sleep at night because he lived in selfish moments, It takes SECONDS to say “Love you” Deny that and you are defined badly and when you are older you becomes nothing to nobody. This was just my opinions to anyone here. Live and learn I hear a lot. But I don’t see people learning much. I used to think “When I am pissed off, stay off the Computer” Yet I didn’t till just last week. Good place to vent is the internet, It also stops us falling out with people we love by allowing ourselves to just VENT OR RANT the issues in our mind, I am not a huge fan of Social Media but today I work in it almost, it’s good part is the way we can leave our venting and issues here and not give them to the people we love and may hurt. I was brought up and learnt through my mistakes how very sudden life can be. #NoRegret Don’t be that guilt at a Funeral so you can look cool today. Remember tomorrow someone will judge you. EVERYONE I know has been judged by others. Bores the shit out of me, but it’s what us humans do. Why we do it to ourselves is bravado, drop that and as I have learnt just in the last few weeks, you live better. #JustSaying

Marc Mero speaks to a hall full of kids – Their reaction to his story is something we can learn from.
We are a futile species at times us humans, we leave ourselves so closed to true meaning and love, so when bad times
arrive we are lost. Because we didn’t say “I love you Mum” or in any instance “I love you” to whoever. I am just
using this amazing video to prove a point, like the one in the blog I shared above ..

His ego was so big, his heart so closed, when the person he loves most died, it was too late to tell her...

His ego was so big, his heart so closed, when the person he loves most died, it was too late to tell her…

NO REGRET!!!!!

Shauny 

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